No More

I would like to apologize for neglecting to post yesterday. It was one of the busiest days I've had in awhile... not that you need to hear about it. But here's a bonus post for yesterday. Today's is yet to come:

No More

I can’t do this.

This butterflies, shaky knees, crazy love game…
not anymore.

Night and day;

miss you, hate you,
back and forth…

I’m losing my mind.

Can’t sit in this spot, so close…

My mind races with thoughts of you;
my heart jumps with fear…

hands shake as the room closes in on you and me.

The room,
my mind;
one runs into the other.

Tell me, what does the difference matter now?